I’ve been a hell lot of busy from past few days and hence, no blogging.
Today, something really beautiful happened. I love the fact that even if my life is not beautiful, my dreams are.. So it’s all about my dream. It is not very often that the people we love, come in our dreams. That’s exactly what happened. It was early in the morning that I saw that person. It was surreal.
It is really important for me to see that person in my dreams, because it can never happen in reality. It may sound vague, but I really can’t divulge more details. There are reasons we leave some people, or people leave us. To leave someone very close, is a huge step. I remember, the time I took THE DECISION to leave that person, I cried like hell. Because I didn’t want to. But I had no choice. After that COURAGEOUS moment, I seldom go weak and try to re-establish contact but there’s this voice inside of me, that tells me not to.
I remember I read an extremely emotional poem on WordPress and I wrote that I’ve lost my DREAM. But the poet, I dunno what kind of blessing he was at that time, told me that maybe it was my NIGHTMARE… And it really was a deep comment which keeps me strong. Maybe that person wasn’t my dream after all. Maybe that person was my nightmare!
But that doesn’t stop me from loving that person. I miss the fact that I can’t tell that person anymore that he/she came in my dream. I used to, every time, when we used to talk.
Why is it important for me to see that person in my dreams? It frees me from the reality. It takes me to another world where everything is beautiful, everything is like before. My life is successful, but it ain’t beautiful. Or maybe it is. But it doesn’t feel like. And hence, dreams like these make it beautiful, even if it’s for a short period.