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The only reason
It went on
For so long
Was not because
I believed you
But because
I was
Too afraid
To leave
I saw false hopes
In your lies



Spreading love and being grateful for everything God has blessed me with. Trying to persuade people to live a happy life and give more to society.

20 thoughts on “Torture

      1. Nah, just too many regrets and I was just thinking out aloud.. Lost too many friends along the way. Left with very few friends in the “real world” as opposed to the cyber one. In the real one, I am reclusive, aloof. The very opposite of what I used to be.. and you can only possibly this avatar of me online and nowhere else. My teachers, my parents, my friends, my well-wishers and several other people saw promise in me.. and I could never live up to their faith and their hopes. But, like I said, coming back to life now after a decade πŸ™‚ So let us see.. the regrets shall always be there, but I shall try to make amends..

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      2. I can totally relate to this. I am very bad at keeping relations. I feel afraid and then I end the relation abruptly. It is so not right. But guess that’s how I am. It was okay till now. But it will be very difficult to live with this kinda attitude in future.

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      3. You will get by, don’t you worry πŸ™‚ Knowing yourself implies you know the causes and the consequences. So no, you will be alright πŸ™‚
        We all grow up to be wiser and maybe a little sadder. Relationships don’t end, they either fester and keep tormenting you or they fade away but not completely. But the lesson to learn there is not to let people go πŸ™‚

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      4. Well, it actually means you are wiser πŸ™‚ If you can find cheaters and know them for what they are, then yes.
        But, on the other hand, we are all flawed human beings. I am just as judgmental as you are and I understand what you mean. As we grow older we become a lot more tolerant and while we may never compromise with our ethics or our ideals, we tend to look deeper into the issues and try to find out more before we explode in anger or reject someone outright. Only time will teach us patience and forbearance. You need not worry πŸ™‚ There will be someone whom you shall trust completely and without fear of being hurt some day. I assure you. You have just not met him yet πŸ™‚

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      5. Don’t you worry… πŸ™‚ you will not hurt people, I assure you.. Just believe in yourself.. and try to see the good in others too. You will be alright πŸ™‚


  1. I will start with the compliment “Too good Hasmeet!”
    Being tortured and the fear to leave the near and dear ones with the white lies, indeed needs gut! Hope you will overcome ending up relations abruptly very soon 😊

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