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Life, As We Don’t Know It.

Three years ago, when people used to ask me, “What is your aim in life?”, my answer used to be, “To become successful so that I can take away the problems of this world”.

Three years down the lane, the problems are still there. Increasing. And those problems have crept into my life too. I’m frustrated than ever. Happiness, I don’t know of. When was the last time I was happy? I don’t know.

I wake up and I literally cry from the inside that I don’t want to go to work. My health is deteriorating.

AMBITION. What a powerful word. People used to say, “Hasmeet is so ambitious.”. And it used to make me feel proud. But that very ambition has made my life miserable. I’m working so hard on something that is the very reason why I’m miserable.

And on top of that, I do not know how to stop. I believe in the law of attraction so much. And I know I’m outta this job sooner than I’ve imagined. Following the herd is not always wise. Government job. Sounds like a lollipop. But it’s a bitter lollipop. The worst flavour you’ll find in the market.

Ah! My problems may sound so trivial to the ones who really need a government job. They’ll call me thankless. But life is not the same for everybody. I hate my bitter self. I curse people and that is something I really didn’t do earlier. On top of that, I curse myself. I doubt myself.

There are people who have bigger problems. Yes, people are dying of hunger, terrorism, hate crimes and what not. And I’m cribbing here about a job that is paying me well.

Well, I hate my ambitious self. I desperately want happiness.

H.

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Spreading love and being grateful for everything God has blessed me with. Trying to persuade people to live a happy life and give more to society.

4 thoughts on “Life, As We Don’t Know It.

  1. Firstly let me say, it is wonderful to hear from you after a long time. I understand you have your own reason why you say, what you have said above in your post. As much as we want to be happy, not every job can give us that satisfaction, that said – life is tough! sucking all the happiness out of us – but at the end of the day, money does take precedence over satisfaction.
    I hope you are doing well… health wise, if not – do take care. The money will come and go, health will not.

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  2. Life is good till u r in safe heaven called home. But world outside is mean. So it’s not about a govt job or a private job or even being an entrepreneur for that matter…..its about stepping out of the comfort zone. Physically n mentally, U got to be strong to face the mean world out there.

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